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Title: Dreams
Post by: tension- on May 11, 2010, 04:02:45 AM
4AM ramblings.

Dreams againÖ.. What itís not.
I know itís hopeless to truly express the profound feelings of sorrow and sadness you feel when recalling someone you love and have lost to death. Words are vastly inadequate. Sadly, you must have experienced it to understand. It is for those heavy hearts I write.
For anyone and everyone whoís whose hopes and dreams vanished forever after being awakened by an urgent phone call or unwelcomed door bell in the middle of the night.  For those who know what it is like to go softly to sleep in a safe and comfortable world and wake up on a different planet; a place where the normal laws of physics, faith and reason donít apply.
 
Itís not the initial shock, anger and grief of tragedy that I refer to or the often horrifying details that are relived over and over in your head as if they occurred just a moment ago, though many years may have passed.
Itís not the cruel and brutal interruption of inspired plans and dreams.
Itís not the vivid memories of wonderful, magical days gone by. You still have them as you always did, except the sky seems softer blue, the grass sweeter green and the tears flow more freely.
Itís not the overwhelming sound of silence echoing down well worn hallways or the TV sleeping on the wall by the phone that lost its number.
Title: Re: Dreams
Post by: Acides on May 12, 2010, 11:08:16 AM
Overdose on pot?
Title: Re: Dreams
Post by: tension- on May 13, 2010, 12:08:35 PM
nah I quit smoking weed..  I had a dream about my lil' bro and I woke up and wrote it
Title: Re: Dreams
Post by: FriendRice on May 13, 2010, 02:16:33 PM
Quote from: tension-;320174
nah I quit smoking weed..


me too man, i feel.. idk better all around too.. it's hard to explain
Title: Re: Dreams
Post by: Na{Z}MaN on May 14, 2010, 09:53:03 AM
Quote from: tension-;319979
4AM ramblings.

Dreams again….. What it’s not.
I know it’s hopeless to truly express the profound feelings of sorrow and sadness you feel when recalling someone you love and have lost to death. Words are vastly inadequate. Sadly, you must have experienced it to understand. It is for those heavy hearts I write.
For anyone and everyone who’s whose hopes and dreams vanished forever after being awakened by an urgent phone call or unwelcomed door bell in the middle of the night. For those who know what it is like to go softly to sleep in a safe and comfortable world and wake up on a different planet; a place where the normal laws of physics, faith and reason don’t apply.

It’s not the initial shock, anger and grief of tragedy that I refer to or the often horrifying details that are relived over and over in your head as if they occurred just a moment ago, though many years may have passed.
It’s not the cruel and brutal interruption of inspired plans and dreams.
It’s not the vivid memories of wonderful, magical days gone by. You still have them as you always did, except the sky seems softer blue, the grass sweeter green and the tears flow more freely.
It’s not the overwhelming sound of silence echoing down well worn hallways or the TV sleeping on the wall by the phone that lost its number.
i actually understood this and i hear ya man
Title: Re: Dreams
Post by: ]|DisC!- on May 17, 2010, 03:35:47 PM
I had a wet dream last night.



I dreamt that I went to the beach and a tidal wave soaked the shit outta me.
Title: Re: Dreams
Post by: Comack on November 30, 2010, 02:58:43 PM
Dreams are strange: Familar places and people shift rapidly into things we don't understand and that defy our own laws of nature, and yet we quickly accept.
 
As I sit now, reading your posts, a sense of something...dark passes over me, like some very faint, yet horrifying dream. All I remember is holding a heavy rifle under a darkened sky...or was it just pitch black?
 
Fire rained all around me, and I felt something bite deeply into my side...and that's all. Maybe I'll remember it tomorrow.
Title: Re: Dreams
Post by: FriendRice on November 30, 2010, 08:57:17 PM
Hmm
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Post by: vivid on December 01, 2010, 04:52:08 AM
i had a dream in a dream on sunday...i only slept for 2 hours that day but it felt like i slept for 8. kinda makes me wonder if i ever woke up
Title: Re: Dreams
Post by: Si on December 01, 2010, 03:26:06 PM
false awakening viv? I had some of those when i was a kid, not recently though
Title: Re: Dreams
Post by: tension- on December 01, 2010, 07:52:23 PM
iv'e only had like 2 of those in my life.. such a weird feeling
Title: Re: Dreams
Post by: vivid on December 02, 2010, 04:52:58 AM
i've had a few...total mind fuck....in the dream  (within a dream) my car's navi was stolen and when i woke up (now im in my 1st dream) i ran outside and looked at my car and saw the navi in there so i realized that i just had a dream.....and when i woke up in real life i was in wtf mode for a few sec....
Title: Re: Dreams
Post by: tension- on December 02, 2010, 09:24:32 AM
haha, I had a dream that someone stole my stereo faceplate out of my car..  I was at a rest stop for some reason, so I ran around trying to find who took it.  Then I found someone who was selling other faceplates (lol?) and I was like nah those won't fit.  I was in such agony inside my dream..  then I woke up and I immediately said FUCK YEAH!
Title: Re: Dreams
Post by: vivid on December 02, 2010, 10:24:30 PM
Quote from: tension-;332366
haha, I had a dream that someone stole my stereo faceplate out of my car..  I was at a rest stop for some reason, so I ran around trying to find who took it.  Then I found someone who was selling other faceplates (lol?) and I was like nah those won't fit.  I was in such agony inside my dream..  then I woke up and I immediately said FUCK YEAH!

 
haha i know that "fuck Yeah" feeling....
Title: Re: Dreams
Post by: Si on December 02, 2010, 10:34:23 PM
I typically wake up thinking "fuck...not this place again"
Title: Re: Dreams
Post by: vivid on December 03, 2010, 06:32:27 PM
Haha
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Post by: tension- on December 03, 2010, 06:48:47 PM
I had a dream last night that I had eagle wings on my back and I could glide down steep hills like I was hang gliding..  lol.
Title: Re: Dreams
Post by: vivid on December 10, 2010, 07:20:55 AM
haha eagle wins...

i had a flying dream too....one of my fav dreams to have...mines was that i was a magician at home depot flying all around the store with my assistant (not sure who it was)
Title: Re: Dreams
Post by: Si on December 10, 2010, 04:31:34 PM
:rofl

magician at home depot

:rofl :rofl :rofl
Title: Re: Dreams
Post by: tension- on December 10, 2010, 04:53:05 PM
lmfao..  that just might have to go in my sig
Title: Re: Dreams
Post by: tension- on December 22, 2010, 10:21:14 AM
I had a dream last night that someone else from tribes died..  what the fuck..
Title: Re: Dreams
Post by: Holmes II on December 23, 2010, 01:10:51 PM
Had a dream last night, well a couple but this was the last one i had during the night.  I was heading up to the bluff with my boss to do some surveying.  We had heard of this polar bear wandering around town scaring people, so we were on the look out for one all day.  We got to the bluff and saw a couple hunters looking out for the polar bear.  There were dead animals everywhere, skunks, racoons, squirrels.  They were killing pretty much anything.  We told them not to shoot the polar bear if they saw it, so they joined us as we searched for it.  In the process, I saw some white animal that looked to be attacking a child in the distance, so I took one of the rifles and shot it.  It was some families' arctic wolf and the mom started bitching at me for killing the family pet.  At this point we had noticed something large and white lying on the beach.  It was the polar bear, except he was hairless.  He was in rough shape.  We cautiously approached the bear and realized he wasn't a threat to us.  He couldn't talk but you could tell he's had a rough life.  We all gave him a hug and let him be.  Wasn't a very exciting dream, but for some reason I really didn't want the bear to die.  The dream I had before that, I was on my schools basketball team and we were dominating all those shitty little schools.
Title: Re: Dreams
Post by: impulse on December 23, 2010, 06:59:20 PM
Haha if your polar bear dream were made into an animated kid's film it would be soooo adorablee
Title: Re: Dreams
Post by: tension- on December 23, 2010, 07:41:46 PM
If you didn't already have a custom title, holmes, you would have just earned yourself a new one..  haha.

I ♥ Polar Bears
Title: Re: Dreams
Post by: Holmes II on December 24, 2010, 12:28:51 PM
Haha polar bears are pretty cool.  I had a few dreams last night again, I can only remember one though.  For some reason me and about 10 other friends were getting drunk in a gas station all night and celebrating one of their birthdays.  My dreams haven't been as crazy as they usually are :/
Title: Re: Dreams
Post by: VERTIBLOW on February 21, 2011, 04:52:16 PM
Okay, so I was this albino squirrel right... I was just hoppin' along the fields minding my own business and I decided to take a shit. Well as I was taking this shit, a big ass bear comes along and starts taking a shit right next to me. The bear turned to me and asked if I had a problem with shit being on my fur at all. Curious as I was, I told him that I didn't. I kinda regret it though as this bear promptly picked me up and started wiping his ass with me.
 
I woke up sweating and went immediately to the bathroom to take a shower.
Title: Re: Dreams
Post by: Linux on February 21, 2011, 05:03:30 PM
Quote from: Si;332327
false awakening viv? I had some of those when i was a kid, not recently though

I had that once at least when I was young (about 14). At the time I was a paperboy and woke up at 5 am every morning. One day I "woke up" as usual, did my thing and did the whole delivery. Got back home and into my bed. And the I woke up again. But that time it was about 7:30 am. The time I usually end my delivery. In my mind I was so sure the newspapers were delivered that I started eating my breakfast and preparing for school ... Until my mom tells me (shouting) YOU DIDN'T DELIVERED THE NEWSPAPERS THIS MORNING ?!? At first I was like ... Yeh I did wtf are you talking about? She then tells me that the newspapers were on the porch. I was so sure I had done it that I kept denying the truth until the first customer called asking if I was sick or wut ... HAHA!!
Title: Re: Dreams
Post by: Sunfire on March 14, 2011, 05:02:28 AM
Quote from: vertigoma;338530
okay, so i was this albino squirrel right... I was just hoppin' along the fields minding my own business and i decided to take a shit. Well as i was taking this shit, a big ass bear comes along and starts taking a shit right next to me. The bear turned to me and asked if i had a problem with shit being on my fur at all. Curious as i was, i told him that i didn't. I kinda regret it though as this bear promptly picked me up and started wiping his ass with me.
 
I woke up sweating and went immediately to the bathroom to take a shower.

 
...hahahahaha
Title: Re: Dreams
Post by: vivid on March 26, 2011, 05:28:59 AM
Quote from: VERTIBLOW;338530
Okay, so I was this albino squirrel right... I was just hoppin' along the fields minding my own business and I decided to take a shit. Well as I was taking this shit, a big ass bear comes along and starts taking a shit right next to me. The bear turned to me and asked if I had a problem with shit being on my fur at all. Curious as I was, I told him that I didn't. I kinda regret it though as this bear promptly picked me up and started wiping his ass with me.
 
I woke up sweating and went immediately to the bathroom to take a shower.


im saying fake cuz this is the joke that me and my X told each other to get on each others nerves.....
Title: Re: Dreams
Post by: -stoner- on March 27, 2011, 02:11:43 AM
:lol
Title: Re: Dreams
Post by: Krismes652 on March 27, 2011, 05:07:18 AM
Quote from: vivid;341945
im saying fake cuz this is the joke that me and my X told each other to get on each others nerves.....

That explains alot...
Title: Re: Dreams
Post by: Comack on April 04, 2011, 03:59:19 PM
Just...keep fighting.
Title: Re: Dreams
Post by: Chaquan on May 11, 2011, 10:05:46 PM
When I sit now, as some very weak reading, but a terrible dream of  your article, a dark thing ... I'm over the flu. I just remember it was held  under a dark sky a heavy rifle ... or was it just dark?
Title: Re: Dreams
Post by: impulse on May 12, 2011, 02:45:18 AM
Quote from: Comack;342949
Just...keep fighting.
Title: Re: Dreams
Post by: impulse on May 18, 2011, 12:21:31 PM
had this weird dream where arenas added my friend's mom on facebook and it was really weird.
Title: Re: Dreams
Post by: Comack on May 24, 2011, 10:56:05 AM
This takes alot of nerver to say: I am not afraid to die. There, I said it. I had a dream once:

I had just enlisted and shortly after got married to my gf, and then I was called out. Me and some of my buddies were sent out agains an army...an army unlike anything we had ever faced in this country. It was hopless: there were just too many of them. But...but I still fought. Why? Because I knew that soon my home would be destoryed, and for every soldier I brought down, no matter how many thousands took his place, I didn't give a damn about dying. I knew that every secound I stayed, another few minuets to hours could be bought from my contrymen. For the civilians and other soldiers time to evacuate and dig in. I ended up taking quite a few with me, but in the end...I died. And that end bought them time, only a few precious hours...but it bought time.

Alicia and our children grew up safe and happy somewhere safe. But they grew up without a father. That's the sad part, but I felt happy. I shouldn't feel that, I should be feeling guilty. But for some reason, I think that is what may happen. It seems ever since I had that dream, every moment has grown sweeter, every bite of food tastes better, every smile and laugh full of happiness, compared to the dispair I have felt in the past.

I don't know...maybe I'm going crazy.